A Crazy Thought
It's been a while. I haven't REALLY updated my blog. Come to think about it, since I started to write (and translate) things about skincare in my blog, people visited my blog a lot more than I expected (I wasn't expecting that). For a period of time, my blog became one of the most visited blogs in bloggang society. How great! I'd better say how that could happen!!!. Anyway, after I stopped grading (A,B,C,D) and reviewing skincare ingredients, I wonder if people will ever come to visit my blog again. Well, that's not the point. The point is that I feel much relief now. I have more time for myself focusing on something I really want to do. Not only my work but something else too.
As if I have too much free time after I graduated and too little things to do, I become unproductive. Though I do work for a living, I still have plenty of free time because there are not many things for me to do in the place where I live. If I don't surf, shop, eat or watch movies, I think! For this time, I might have thought too far!
In the past week, I have a crazy thought. What if I want to go back to school. How crazy! I want to take another master degree in a quite different field. I don't even know whether I am qualified or not. For most people who are in my position, I believe that they would choose to pursue their careers and try to earn money as much as possible to make a better living before they get old!
What am I thinking? I have several reasons to do this and many reasons not to (but I don't know if they are reasonable enough). Most importantly, I really think that I will be very happy and determined if I could study in this field. The problem is that it's a two-year commitment! Though it will not be as tough as before, I don't know if I can take it (because I'm getting older).
If I chose to go back to school, what will my parents say. Will they agree with me? Will they be happy? Even though I really don't think so, this could be something I really like. It could be something I 've been searching for all my life.
Am I just addicted to studying? Or I just don't like working!!!
Phoebe July 13, 2007
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