Bloodymonday's Diary in Christmas Eve ![]() First thing first, I wish you all have a lovely evening on this important day. May god protect and bless you all. For me, Christianity is not an option. I was born with a family who believe in the Bible. My aunt has been a nun since my previous life. My grandmother is such a true believer in whom she can live in church all day without being bored (this is not a sarcastic, it’s true!). So, as you can imagine, I was definitely born to be a normal- single-ordinary-good Christian. Wrong, it’s turned out that I’m not much of a good Christian. Not even the close one. I often miss the church on Sunday. I often forget to prey before everything like normal Christians suppose to do. And lastly (and the most self-hating), only the times that I think about Jesus are the times I was in troubles. Is this make me a bad Christian? Yeah, kind of. Everyday, I’m trying to follow lessons that have written in the Bible (although I don’t exactly remember word-by-word in many stories in this big holy book). But the basic premise of the term “good human being” is still the motto that I always keep in my heart. “Do good things and you will be compensated in the future” is such a silly yet important statement that I’m trying to do all my life. It’s sure damn hard to do because you will never know that when good things will happen to us. Maybe in the next minute, coming out from nowhere, good thing might hit on you. Or you might wait for whole damn life just to receive some good thing that might not even worth the time. So what the point of being a good guy? My answer is simple, other human being. It’s like when you do one good thing to other people, completely stranger. They will no longer identify you as one important-less person in the billions in this world. Instead, they will recognize you as “that nice guy”. Although they might forget you in the next couple of days, but hey, at least good things was already happened to other people, I’m sure that next times it will be my turn to get it. As long as people are continuing to act like this. Maybe I’m too optimistic about this. Maybe other people don’t want to share this motto with you. Maybe they take advantage from you by using this. You know what? Screw them. I’m happy about being a good person. And that’s enough for me. So I want to wish you happy again in the Christmas day (which is two more minutes away, while I’m writhing this). I’m hoping that all my friends out there will do good things sometime. And I really hope that you guys will successful in whatever you’ve preyed for. Yeah I'm supposing to be in church at this very moment. But three hours ago, I went to the only church I knew in Guangzhou. You know what? They didn't let us in! They said that there was too many people in there. So they said that we better come back tomorrow?!
For god's sake! (ouch! sorry...). This night is very important night for all of us. But they told us to come back tmr?! Talk about understanding of Christianity?! I haven't missed a single one of Christmas Eve since I was remembered. But now I have to miss for the first time... Maybe I will go back there tmr mornin' ![]() โดย: BloodyMonday
![]() ไม่ว่าจะนับถือศาสนาอะไรก็ตาม..ศาสดาของทุกศาสนาต่างก็สอนให้ทุกคนเป็นคนดี ...
ขอให้ จขบ.บลัดดี้มันเดย์มีความสุขมากๆนะจ๊ะ ยิ้มๆสู้ๆ ขอให้มีสุขภาพร่างกายแข็งแรง..แข็งแรงทั้งกายใจจ้า ...สุขสันต์วันจิงเกอร์เบลจ่ะ ![]() โดย: renton_renton
![]() Happy Belated Christmas jaaa.
![]() I believe in good deed too. When we die, our body and name will be disappeared, only good things those will be left in this world. Also the good things those we do are worth enough, at least they make us respect ourselves....chai mai ja. ![]() Wish you very very happy naaa. All the best ja. ^ ^ โดย: unwell
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Thank you for ur clip & your blessing na ![]() Unwell Yes, what you've said is very true. In future, I have to die someday (right?). So I would want most of people that I know remember me as good person (or at least a normal one). I think if I can do that, it should be great for my life in the next chapter (where? I don't have a clue.). ![]() โดย: BloodyMonday On Da Move IP: 211.139.145.21 วันที่: 29 ธันวาคม 2549 เวลา:1:34:01 น.
สวัสดีปีใหม่นะคะ...ขอให้มีความสุขมากๆ ขอให้สุขสมหวังอย่างที่ตั้งใจทุกประการน๊า...มาถึงเมืองไทยโดยสวัสดิภาพค่า..
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![]() ช่วงนี้ไม่ได้เข้ามาอัพเพราะกำลังวุ่นกับการเตรียมตัวกลับเมืองไทยของเฮาครับ ฮ่าๆๆเย้ๆๆ ![]() เอาไว้ก่อนกลับ (หรือกลับแล้ว) เราจะเข้ามาอัพแน่นนอน โดย: BloodyMonday On Da Move (BloodyMonday
![]() หวัดดีครับ อิอิ หายหน้าไปซะนานเลยเรา มาทักทายครับผม หวัดดีปีใหม่ย้อนหลังด้วยน้า
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"Freely you received, freely give." (Matthew 10:8) God be with you and love you so much. God never leaves you. God bless you. I'm catholic like you too. ![]() โดย: Bernadette
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You're supposed to be in the church for night Mass right now, aren't you?
Anyway, thank you for visiting my blog to listen to all 9 songs (?!?!) which I've proudly presented to all bloggers. I wonder you like Aunt Carly's song 'You're So Vain'. I don't think many people like this song but you're the one! I like her 'Nobody Does It Better' and 'Let The River Run' so much.
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