What have made me very happy recently?
What have made me very happy recently?
It is the decision to give up overcoming GMAT test (at least, not during this last 5 months I will stay in Beijing, or maybe forever) Sorry to say that Give up have made me Happy. But it is true. Somehow, it is come to the time that I feel it is very difficult for me to defeat it especially when I take it 2nd time and got the lower score than the first time.
I already put my effort during 6 months on GMAT and that should be enough. I took it 3 times
from 560 > 470 > 510 (yesterday) My second time, I cries with sad when I see the score. My third time, I am not happy when I see the score. I need 600 up. But I know that I will not really sad because I was changed I change the way I think. Truely, I think about destiny. I can do my best..that's it. So, I am very happy to finish my duty on GMAT, and will have time to do other things.
However, I did not give up applying school I want. I submit applications to two universities and will apply more with score I have. Next, I just wait them to decide. Destiny....will tell.
I would like to have my life in China with the things I would like to do. I would like to enjoy activities with many of my friends, Chinese, French, Japanese, Indonesia, Thai, Korea
etc. It would be great to have more time to study about Chinese because this semester is harder
.and I would prefer to go back to Thailand with qualified skill of Chinese language. I would like to have more time to visit many places in Beijing
study more about China culture, history and else
Anyway, I would never regret that I study hard on GMAT. I have never thought that I can study anything hard like this before. It has taught me a lot
such as discipline, patience, attempt
.Though the result is not good
thats might come from my tactic is probably not good enough. Seem opposite to what I just said, but I have learned not to Give up to do things easily, too.
I hope to have time to upblog about my life in China more often. ;)
p.s, today I waked up early, went to Tsinghua U. with my roommate, Aki and Chip , took subway that I have never get on, bought new mobile phone that I can read Chinese character, bought Shrimp and mushroom from Lotus for cooking tomorrow, joined Japanese student party, watched TV about Thailand's politics focusing on Taksin, and up my blog. Cool!!!
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