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Losing My Religion

For years I have been trying to figure out what I truly believe and why I do it. Finally I have found out that to be born into one religion doesn't mean that you have to keep on practicing it for the rest of your life. Especially when you deep down inside know that you don't really believe it. So here I am - letting go of my old faith.

However, my reason of leaving Buddhism doesn't have much to do with the core doctrines in this religion, but mostly because I simply can't ally myself with the traditions that continue to promote them in liturgies.

So this is how it ends. Well, it takes a lot of guts to reach the point where I am at right now. And even though I've let go of my old belief, I still haven't given up my philosophy or even my spirituality. So there's every reason for me to believe that I'm going to be just fine.

And now I celebrate my freedom of mind by putting this song on my blog.




By R.E.M.

Oh, Life is bigger
It's bigger than you
and you are not me
The lengths that I will go to
The distance in your eyes
Oh no I've said too much
I set it up

That's me in the corner
That's me in the spotlight
Losing my religion
Trying to keep up with you
And I don't know if I can do it
Oh no, I've said too much
I haven't said enough

I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

Every whisper
Of every waking hour I'm
Choosing my confessions
Trying to keep eye on you
Like a hurt lost and blinded fool (fool!)
Oh no I've said too much
I set it up

Consider this, consider this
The hint of the century
Consider this
The slip that brought me
To my knees failed
What if all these fantasies
Come flailing around
Now I've said too much

I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

But that was just a dream
That was just a dream

That's me in the corner
That's me in the spot light
Losing my religion
Trying to keep up with you
And I don't know if I can do it
Oh no, I've said too much
I haven't said enough

I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

But that was just a dream
(try... cry... why... try)
That was just a dream, just a dream,
just a dream, dream...






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