I CAN’T SLEEP I Can't Sleep (1994, Claire Denis) I can’t sleep properly for 2 weeks I think it’s a warning sign Maybe, I should meet the psychiatrist I cried without any appropriate reasons I breathed hardly and I feel suffocated Sometimes I think I can’t take this anymore Good film and music once helped me But not this time Undoubtedly, I understand why my relationship was so short Because I can’t even take my life to the right track I’m so fragile and maybe I’m too weak to live on In fact, my problem is such a nonsense one I may have my answer but I’m not brave enough to say it out loud Sometimes our life doesn’t belong to us alone There are so many people and many things around us I know, and truly know that they love me so much But it’s very hurt that I spoiled their life all the time, and all of my life Maybe, I never love them at all The only one I love is myself My selfishness is very disgusting and unforgivable It’s a deep pain and endless sorrow To the fact that I always spoiled their life And I will do it as long as I have my breath I know it’s very stupid and naive to do things like this But I have to do this   Create Date : 24 มกราคม 2551 1 comments Last Update : 30 มกราคม 2551 0:13:13 น. Counter : 880 Pageviews. Share Tweet

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