The Paradox of Love
On one hand, I know I want to stop thinking about someone who does not give me affection in return.
On the other hand, I want to let myself think about him.
I believe life is going to hand me the same lesson over and over until I learn it.
I can't help but wonder, "what exactly is this lesson?"
Am I supposed to be with someone who loves me, or am I supposed to just love someone I want to love?
In a way, there's no right or wrong.
I'm learning to love myself. I really am.
Loving someone who does not love me as much as I love him is hard.
But, for me, being with someone I don't love is much harder.
I wish I were already with someone who loves me as much as I love him, but I guess there are still some love lessons I need to learn before I get there.