I CANT SLEEP
I Can't Sleep (1994, Claire Denis)
I cant sleep properly for 2 weeks
I think its a warning sign
Maybe, I should meet the psychiatrist
I cried without any appropriate reasons
I breathed hardly and I feel suffocated
Sometimes I think I cant take this anymore
Good film and music once helped me
But not this time
Undoubtedly, I understand why my relationship was so short
Because I cant even take my life to the right track
Im so fragile and maybe Im too weak to live on
In fact, my problem is such a nonsense one
I may have my answer but Im not brave enough to say it out loud
Sometimes our life doesnt belong to us alone
There are so many people and many things around us
I know, and truly know that they love me so much
But its very hurt that I spoiled their life all the time, and all of my life
Maybe, I never love them at all
The only one I love is myself
My selfishness is very disgusting and unforgivable
Its a deep pain and endless sorrow
To the fact that I always spoiled their life
And I will do it as long as I have my breath
I know its very stupid and naive to do things like this
But I have to do this
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โดย: JOJO IP: 58.9.121.246 5 กุมภาพันธ์ 2551 1:27:37 น. |
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