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The problem is me ?
hahaha 

I'm so tired
I’m a dead-tired
I’m shattered
l don't wanna keep trying anymore
I wish this pain would kill me 
I wish something would just. Fucking. Kill me.. 

I wish everything would stop 
I just Want everything to fucking stop 
It feels like i'm unfit for any type of relationship - romantic, friendship or even being a good family member
I hate myself so fucking much 
I don’t wanna be here anyways
I wish I was dead
l kinda don’t want to live anymore 
I genuinely don't know what to do
The only thing that comforts me is the fact that I could just kill myself tomorrow and won’t have to worry about another thing ever again.

I hame myself
and
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you












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