I tell myself everyday.... All that I've known has ended, I realize that you don't love me.But still I want to greet you when I see you. I know your feelings haven't changed, that you don't care.But still I naively think and dream of you. I never remember, I don't know why I still care and love you, my feelings that you've cruelly mistreated. Changing myself, readjusting myself, I still can't do it.My love for you is stuck in my heart, and so it still shakes. I tell myself everyday to turn and look in a different direction whenever you come in. I tell myself repeatedly, to stop crying so much. To stop wasting time, to not let you know how I still feel the same for you. I'm trying to suppress my feelings, to rid myself of this problem, but I can never seem to. I'm always thinking of you, wanting you to be here with me.But I'm just thinking thoughts that have no way. I tell myself everyday to turn and look in a different direction whenever you come in. I tell myself repeatedly, to stop crying so much. To stop wasting time, to not let you know how I still feel the same for you.   Create Date : 12 เมษายน 2549     Last Update : 12 เมษายน 2549 12:35:21 น. Counter : 304 Pageviews.   5 comment Share Tweet