I'm still waiting for visa to Australia hope everything is ok!! I'm so nervous about it cuase my Paul bear had an operation last Tuesday Although I know he is ok but I still worry about him it should be the best if I was there with him right now but I can't cause of my study and my visa stuff...boo hoo
it's hurt'n'sad when someone who you're really love get sick but him or her so far apart and you can't help them like me although I send sms and ring him as much as I can but it can't help me feel better untill I'm there to look after him
my mind is not here but my body is here seems like crazy girl..I try to concentrate in my life but it so hard for me...so hard I walk and do many things with out my mind Have you ever feel like me? I'm so confused crying,sad and hope I can fly or close my eyes then I was there although I can't help him that much
all this stuffs remind me how much I love him he never let me down in other side he always pull me up and teach me to be a big and strong girl when I cry I always think about the way he talk to me it make me smile and strong more and more in your life you might have many guys come to your life but how many guy can make you smile? and How many guy always share and help you? Thought I found best one...who I wait for long time
~~ he is everything in my life,I love him ~~
Song Title : When you love someone Alabum Title : Ost Hope Floats Artis : Bryan Adams
I can't imagine how many Master Degree students in Thailand used to feel stress like me? Last Friday I was feel very bad about my situation Although I keep trying and do everything to fix my Thesis it was a nightmare and take such a long time to finish it
Paul Bear is not here and he has his own problems My Mum worried about me cause I didn't have dinner I was Stay in my room and didn't talk with anybody... I just need someone to listening my problem I wanted to scream and get out of this crap cried like crazy and many question in my brain "Why I'm not sucess in my life yet?"
Only one guy who I really want is my boyfriend but we 're so far apart when I have problem He has lots ofproblems.We fighted although we know we should support each other " not fighting " I was feel bad but nothing I can do just pray for him and myself to get out of this situation
Finally when we 're cool down we talk and discuss about everything I feel better and strong more than I never do I did cry and I don't know what to do if I break up with Paul Bear who I really love "Thanks" because you forgive me again and again "Thanks" for your love which you giving to me
Same day Last year was the first time we met each other It's hard to believe cuase we far from each other and so many problem happened in last year but now you being in my life for 1 year ...That's Great!!... Honey you're the only one who love and care about me although I act like a child and silly I don't know How to say and what's the best words to tell you"How much I love you" Thank you for your love Baby!!
It was long time I didn't up date my blog I'm still alive..Yeepee!!
I just finished my terrible thesis..boohoo.. Now I understand Why so many people said "Doing Master Degree in Thailand more difficult than others countries" Beause no rule or limit When students will be finish it 's depend on our advisors
Sure!! this is My Paul Bear blog it must be about his stories and his funny things It's nearly one year Anniversary that we met each other I thought I might used his blog to tell him How much I care about him
It's hard to keep long distance relationship especially when someone who you love far apart from you 7,000 miles and you see each other just only 4 times a year ...Nobody's perfect as our relationship... meanwhile I live in Thailand and he was there We always keep in touch often as long as we can When I tried to fix my thesis many things happened I was depressed and serious about it I was very mean to my Paul bear many times but he always beside me and cheer up!! It's make me relized How lucky I am
I want to say"Thank you" to My Paul Bear Thanks for great time that we were together in Australia, Thailand and Vietnam and I want to Thanks for his love Which make me feel warm and strong ...Thanks for everthing he did for me... And this is my second story of My Paul Bear