The bittersweet feelings still linger in my heart every time I think of you
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Duck/Rabbit By Chana Bloch We remember the rabbit when we see the duck, but we cannot experience both at the same time - E.H. Gombrich, Art and Illusion
WHAT do you remember? When I looked at his streaky glasses, I wanted to leave him. And before that? He stole those cherries for me at midnight. We were walking in the rain and I loved him. And before that? I saw him coming toward me that time at the picnic, edgy, foreign. But you loved him? He sat in his room with the shades drawn, brooding. But you loved him? He gave me a photo of himself at sixteen, diving from the pier. It was summer. His arms outstretched. And before that His mother was combing his soft curls with her fingers and crying. Crying. Is that what he said? He put on the straw hat and raced me to the barn. What did he tell you? Here's the dried rose, brown as tobacco. Here's the letter that I tore and pasted. The book of blank pages with the velvet cover. But do you still love him? When I rub the nap backwards, the colors lift, bristle. What do you mean? Sometimes, when I'm all alone, I find myself stroking it.
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