As usual... this diet failed miserably

Oops I did it again. my goodness, it’s almost a year since I last updated my blog.

Well, folks one year later all I got to say is that “I blew it and I suck…big time”. Not only I couldn’t get to my goal of 115 kilo before I went to Belgium but also I got to come back home with a shattered heart. I got no one but myself to blame…really.

I was there with 155 kilogram in my body weight, despite that ugly fact and ugly body I got, you still loved me. You encouraged me to get on my feet and moved on. You cooked for me, you walked with me in the park… thanks for the good time in Belgium honey, thank you for everything.

I made mistakes and in the end I lost you… what a prize to pay. I know that being fat is not a reason, but anyway I got no one but myself to blame.

If I could only turn back time…but let's face it nobody can do that so I just have to collect the pieces and start again.

During the time I was with you I lost 15 kilogram and changed a lot of my eating and exercise habit. I promised you before I leave that I will keep those habit and become healthy.

I know it has failed many times this attemp might failed again but I will do more than my best to keep it up…for the sake of myself...and for once in my life I just want to prove that I can do it if I am strong enough.

Ik hou nog van mijn schajte…echt.

Tongske


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