It has been about a month since I last made a video. The last one I made was a music video for Valentine's Day. It was kind of a gift to my friend who was so madly in love at the time. They were so in love and so perfect for one another that I would have never imagined how things would turn out this way.
About 3 weeks after the music video was completed, they called it quit. Actually, it was my friend's decision to end the relationship. According to her, it appeared that the other person had fallen for another guy. This was very shocking considering the fact that this person had sworn that she was a lesbian. Needless to say, my friend was very hurt and quite embarrassed about the whole situation. This was the person whom she had thought would be in it for a long haul. She even risked everything and came out to her family and friends because of this person. I really felt bad for her. The stress has taken a toll on her health after the breakup. Actually, she is now being tested for a possible pituitary tumor. I sincerely hope that it is not that serious.
So, I had a chance to see her last Tuesday and she showed me a song that she had written. The song was about her breakup and the things she wished she could have said to her ex. It's nothing spectacular or Grammy-worthy by any means. Just an amateurish song (one that you could find on YouTube and such). Nonetheless, it came from her heart and that's what made it very special in my opinion. So, one led to another and she ended up asking me to make a video for her. I was happy to oblige.
I am just a regular human being with all emotions in the world. I try to treat others respectfully and expect the same in return. I am confident in my abilities and comfortable about who I am. Who I am now is still a work in progress. Who I'll become is what I am most interested in. I have oceans of dreams and skies of desires. Nothing is impossible and anything is possible. I refuse to accept other people's reality as my own. My body always follows the rules while my heart's always breaking them. I truly believe that each one of us has been placed here for a purpose and it's your duty to figure out what it is.