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songs touch the emotion Last time when I used this Blog was in 2549 (2549-543) and i'm now sure today is 12/25/2555 (2555-543) which is 6 years back. I was thinking about writing something today then I came across Pantip and thought about bloggang. It was such a long long time. Last time I were here, I was in Phuket, Thailand, but I'm now in Boston, MA in USA. Life changes a lot from that day till now. I was a college student in Thailand and I'm now go back to school again but for my master degree in a college in USA. I can't wait to graduate and be able to work and make some money to build my life a successful career. Today, I want to share some of the story I can think of - you can say - make it up story if you want to... I was a little off (sad) today. I listen to one song (Thai song) which I shared it on my Facebook page. It was such a touchable my heart that I sometimes want something that never return back to me. It wasn't a thing but a heart and a body of someone I have a good feeling with. He was leaving me too far than I could run and catch him back to be mine again. I was crying so loud when I listened to that song. The song tells it all about my feeling. I don't think i'm stupid that let him go but I was so stupid that I wasn't clear up my heart to delete the memory about him. "Brain only has the memorize mode, it never shows how to erase the memories". Someone said so.... My best friend (that what I call HIM), left me because his GF is pregnant. Oh hell YESSSSS, who cares!!!! I was sooooo shock to hear that. My heart were shaking - no rhythm. I wasn't sure what I supposed to do at that time. I only think that I should back up and left them alone. Time passed, but my heart wasn't accept the fact to be apart from him. Frankly, we still talk and see each other as we used to do..only just he can't stay over like before. His pregnant GF is always waiting for him to come home and cook for her (such a poor BF). He tries his best to take care of 2 people he loves (that what he said). I said I'm ok, you don't have to take care of me, I can take care of myself, but he wouldn't allow me to do so. That's the only thing to keep me right there, in the middle of 3 people relationship, actually 4 people if I'm counting the little one in his GF's belly. Life isn't that beautiful, huh? Life here is tough.I hope I can pass this situation so soon. I can't wait to see something new in my life - life is a journey. It never stop experiencing, till the last day of it. I love you my best friend, and I will love your baby as well. HE/SHE is a part of you, the one I love. 
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