Stay Focused
"Baby, just stay focused." That's what Daniel told me before he left and admitted to the hospital ten days ago. What is in the whole damn world that he told me to be focused for??
Focus on what, honey?? Dont talk to me, and just left it puzzled me. And as I said he left for his duty at hospital, and let me wondered what to focus on. Maybe he's think he might not gonna make it from the hospital?? Sleeping Clinic?? I dont think so. You 'd better come back, and snore louder. He have had a trouble with his sleeping, so went to stay overnights at the clinic to show the doctors how skimpy time he consuming each night. That impressed me very much.
Then I have just realised the other night since he was gone for the treatment. Yeah, I had told him a long while ago, if we would travel to, or would live our life (or possibly only my life) in Thailand, what my near future plan should be. What would I do to make my life easier when back to my homeland. This idea must have been forgotten from the left side of my brain.
My near future plan, hmmmm, I could do that. Ding-Dong !!! And I am practicing now here, yeah, WRITING!!!! Now I stop working those crazy hours at the restaurants, and cut to a minimal as much as I possibly can. Then, STAY FOCUSED, hell yeah, typing Thai is such a pain in the neck. And worsely, my Thai is getting darn poor, urgghhh. But still I have to stay focused, and keep writing. so you guys out there hear me, let me know what you think.
Another thought came up, all of my interest is to travel, and I know myself that I love travelling. As Daniel mentioned one time that I had only the travel books, travel magazines, and museum guide books on my shelf. So I found one what I like, yeah, to travel. Why am I not starting to do such a thing I fond of?? Hell, yeah I will. Combined writing into travelling, so I can write about travel book !!! Another Ding-Dong.
But not only I will stay focused, but I need timing. When should be the right time, and the right story to talk about?? I have to seek for it, and Stay Focused.
Thank you for listening.
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