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To you, I don't think that you would have a chance to see this letter here, but I will write it anyway. When I finished talking to you on the phone last night I was left with emptiness. I feel neither sad nor happy. I know you love me and still hope that one day I will be back with you. My dear, I might still care so much about you but I wouldn't want to be hurt by you ever again.
Sometimes, when I close my eyes I still can hear your voice in my head. There's a lot of happy times and lot of sad times. I know you love me and you did not intentionally try to hurt my feelings but you did. You know, I hate this, I hate that I have to get over you....but I know I have to. I wouldn't forgive myself, if I let you hurt me again. Enough is enough for me. No more lies....I can't bare it anymore.
Don't worry, you will always be in my memory. I thought we'd be together for the rest of our lives but that fantasy had come to an end. I think it's better we aren't together. I regain my confidence and get stronger day by day. I don't need you to complete me..not anymore...
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