^ _^ i am back for another cycle ^_^
hello every one, after sooo long almost 4 months, i am back. yes i wanna try to have a baby again. i can't wait any longer. please please wish me luck. this time i am definitely gonna put more hope than ever because last time i was not thinking well. i thought i wasn't pregnant but i was. (but failed later) so it was like i was not blessed with it enough. God just gave me a thing that i need it so much and i have been waiting for it to come for so long. and then it happened, but i didn't embrace it so well with my 2 hands. i was so careless with my body unfortunately.
Any way, this time is gonna be different. yes once i put an embryo, i gonna stay at home. no more riding in a van. take good care of myself so so so much that if it turns out that i am not pregnant, i won't feel guilty beside sad of course. ah ha right just blame anything but myself. so basically i am filled with the positive energy and spirit so hopefully a good thing will happen to me. Yeah
it really bothers me wondering about girls who had abortion. why don't they ride the roller-coaster instead. it is a joke don't take me serious. i know miscarriage is not all about riding a high risk vehicle or climbing the mountains. There are more factors than that. It should not happen to anyone (who love to have a baby) accidentally or naturally. it is not fair is it.