I don't want to study anymore
Studying has always been my only source of happiness, however, after a year in graduate school, I don't want to study anymore.
My life has been so miserable, I don't want to do anything, I just want to sleep. Depression has come to me again, I never thought studying what I love could have this effect. No matter how much I love it, I'm still not good enough to feel relieved or happy about it. I still have a paper that was due last semester, the professor was kind enough to give me the whole summer to do it, but I still couldn't make myself start doing it.
I have been accepted to a PhD program at the same school, it made me so happy at first but now I started to feel terrible again.
I am unsure whether I should continue studying or stop after getting a Master's degree and go back to Thailand.
Create Date : 07 สิงหาคม 2558 |
Last Update : 7 สิงหาคม 2558 3:01:22 น. |
|
2 comments
|
Counter : 1648 Pageviews. |
|
|
|