Today i don't know what happened...

Just feeling blueeeeeee and blue

Even it's just a Friday and it's just a passing day

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But i don't know y i'm still feeling blue..

Blue in my heart required to charging energy

Several poems i'm writing, several pains i'm suffering

Several hurts i still beared...y i'm still keeping them..

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It's easy to say just "Accept and admit them"

But may b they are so much, so tough lessons learned

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I really don't want to be aggressive one...

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I really want to be easy like others...

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I really don't want to keep many tough feelings...

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I really want to be stronger...

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I really don't want to be loser...

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Ok, i'll try to accept whatever happened to my life...

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Ok, i'll try to forgive effects that whoever had been done...

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Ok, i'll try to accept the defects in my mind...

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Ok, i'll try to forgive myself for some faults and guiltiness...

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Ok, i'll try to recognize value of virtue..

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Ok, i'll try to make them all better...

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Although, today a litre of tears

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still be overwhelmed in my heart...

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but i'll let it be and admit it ...

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I hope.. it's the good way whispered from wise wisdom...

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I still believe that tomorrow will be brighter if i do my best today...

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Thx, YJ... for ur understanding my defect

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Even we are different culture..

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But friendship without barrier...

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so thx for touching my tender heart...

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thx for advices and suggestion

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about defects in my mind...

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... Fatigued mind...


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~ So tired _ TT ~


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200810 _ 11.22 pm



TT TT





Lonely nights, dingy lights







Crying in the rain _Art Garfunkel




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