Just a few days after Mother Day. Hey I love mom everyday.
Couple days ago Ive called my mom and told her Im sorry. Mom had no idea what Im sorry for. You guys remember my nephew Kampun? He was with me last month and yes mom was with him taking care of him too. At that time Ive been addicted to salsa dance. New thing for me the dance or friends its been absolutely new experience.
Ive been out at night quite often than before. After salsa class weve always been to a party or else just hang out chatting all night long. It was fun. Been spending a lot on everything clothing or dining out. Ive forgotten theres mom waiting for me. Her healths not quite good one night she cough up blood. So Ive blamed on myself that Im the one who made her sick.
After I realized what Ive done. I hate myself for being bad daughter. Well Im gonna start over. Yes I do love salsa dance but you know what its not the most important thing in my life. Of course when I dance I forget the world but well I cant keep running away from the truth. I would face it someday. And I know exactly what I wanna do now. Yes IT IS BEING A GOOD DAUGHTER FOR MY MOM. I dont know how long I can be with her but at least for now. I know shes always proud of me and love me no matter what. But one thing for sure I wont make her sad again. Mom I promise.