I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts I never tripped over toys. I had never been puked on, pooped on, peed on and chewed on. I had never learnt to sing lullaby. I never thought about immunizations.
Before I was a Mom,
I slept all night. I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put her down I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every hour to make sure all was okay.
Before I was a Mom,
I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby. I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy.
Before I was a Mom,
I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache, the wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom.
Before I was a Mom,
I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much, before I was a Mom.
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