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24 March 05 - Fine line
3/24/05 - I went to the usual bar today with a couple of graduate folks. He didn't take my call. Probably sleeping. I left him a message telling that I'm going out.
I ran into several familiar faces at Spirits. Two in particular were people I haven't seen for quite a long time. Kelvin and Robert.
Both were my biggest crushes in the past.
I told both of them I had a boyfriend now. Rob congratulated me. Kelvin didn't really give a damn.
Later I was dancing, and they took turns to dance with me. It was like it had usually been - a bit naughty. A girl asked if Kelvin and I were together. Another friend gave a dirty smile at me and Rob.
I feel guilty. Was this too much? Was it not appropriate? Was I wrong to him?
But on the other hand, there wasn't anything more than just dancing. I have been dancing with Rob like this for almost two years, and we never did anything more than that. With Kelvin there've always been a clear understanding that we're just friends, only friends.
I would have danced with him if he's there. But he's not and he doesn't like to go out with me. So am I supposed to dance alone from now? Or should I just strictly dance with female friends?
There's probably a fine line between friends and more than friends, between having fun and crossing the line, between being a good boyfriend and being a slut.
I want to be a good boyfriend.
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