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17 December 05 - I'm drunk
12/17/05 - I'm drunk at this moment. It's weird that when I'm drunk I'm thinking of people I'm not supposed to be thinking of, people I usually tell myself NOT to think of. Because it hurts to think of them. It's weird that I'm thinking of them right now.
It's so bad that I let myself to like someone. It's so bad that I could NOT stop liking someone. It's so bad that I have the feeling for someone who probably doesn't have the feeling for me back the same way I have for him.
I hate him. I hate my feelings. And I hate myself.
Feelings are uncontrollable. Life would be much easier if I can control my feelings, and if I can choose who I feel for.
This is so scary...
Create Date : 17 ธันวาคม 2548 |
Last Update : 19 ธันวาคม 2548 16:33:10 น. |
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