So glad that you'll be back, I really love your writing.
Don't feel that you've anything to recover, I think it's more about "reaching higher level". You have never lost what you have.
Now I'm in the period where my education and destiny led me to the psychological brickwall too. What I really believe about it is, however, everyone have to face this psychological wall at least once, to reach the point where we will be stronger and better.
I'll follow your progress krub. And will try to regain my "jitkarn" together with you krub.
Sorry for English comment, don't have the Thai keyboard since my laptop breakdown krub.
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