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Pudding

There is a cafe I always go to when I am in Tokyo.
The barista is very kind and all of his food are delicious and delicate.

This time I ordered a pudding.
I just realized that pudding is an interesting dessert. If you eat only the pale yellow part it will lack taste. But if you eat only the brown part, it will be too bitter..

Bitter?

As I ate this pudding, it reminded me of something bitter.

Let's get back to July of the year 2023.

I took a walk alone through Ueno park. It was the summer time where all the Sakuras were green.

Although the previous time I walked through this park had given me a divine moment, this time it was totally different.

As I walked along, I thought of the things I had lost. The lost of my friend had hit me hard and the summer heat was piercing..

I walked to the other side of the park and I sobbed alone under a very big tree. Thanks to the mask, no one noticed my tears.

Now, get back to the cafe of 2025, where I was eating the pudding. I was thinking that maybe it was best not to go to Ueno park. I did not have the appetite to torture myself.

But as I ate the pudding, I swallowed the two textures of it together, then I realized.

Maybe life is not designed for us to be happy all the time. But the pain is also one of its flavors that makes life complete.

And without it, it will be just like when you choose to eat only the pale part of the pudding: it is not bitter but it is not the taste that it should be.

So I changed my mind and took a walk along Ueno park in 2025.
It was the same part of the year, so the Sakuras were in the same green color and the heat was also the same.

But this time as I walked through, I looked at the trees and listened to the sound of people and enjoyed the sunlight.

I knew that this very normal things were actually happiness. As I had been through great sorrow again and again, this moment of nothing to be sad about was divine.

I did not drag myself into the past, but enjoyed the moment of the present, no matter how it was.

And I was totally happy, under the same trees and the same heat of the summer Ueno park.

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