Time passed & now I am fine.
Life is the journey.
No one knows what is going to happen.. Sometimes is up and sometimes is down.
We need to prepare ourselve to both situations.
We need to learn how to handle them both with strong mind.
Previously, I thought I can handle bad situation.
But I was wrong.
- It is not easy to understand the fact that we lost over beloved persons and they are not with us here.
It is not easy to cheer up everyone in the house and be strong for them.
It is not easy to know that the situation was changed immediately.
I accept that I could not handle them well.
I felt drpressed and failed down for some period.
However, I have learned gradually.
At present, I am fine.
It is hard to explain what the reasons are about...
Like what I said, life is up and down.
My warm family allows me to love myself, to be strong, be important person, they are always here to support, to love and to be everything.
Exercising allows me to get busy, give me the happy hormone , less stress ,and get more strong mind.
Friends allow me to relieve the story. They are there to listen, to tell the story back, and allow me to listen to their stories.They are persons to cry with...
Janjaokha camp and children at Maharat foundation allows me to get busy, to enjoy the activities and to be happy due to being a giver.
Reading many books are also help.
Dharma gives me to know the fact of "the way of life" and of course, to be strong in mind.
In finally, time helps us.
Pain could not be cured in a short time.
Be patient to wait.
Be patient to learn...
Be patient to practice...
Yes, I am fine and happier...;)
But, I need to get myselft for both good and bad situations.
As learned from several month ago including the latest experience of my mom&aunt in Sri Lanka , in the long term, studing more about Dharma and practicing is the most important thing to do.
This is why I went to the temple on last week to study about Dharma and practice meditation.
And I appeciate the value of it.
I think everyone know the value of it, right?
If you have time, why don't you try to study about Dharma. It is not for the elder at all, it is for everyone.
Let's start together.
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