I'm still waiting for visa to Australia hope everything is ok!! I'm so nervous about it cuase my Paul bear had an operation last Tuesday Although I know he is ok but I still worry about him it should be the best if I was there with him right now but I can't cause of my study and my visa stuff...boo hoo
it's hurt'n'sad when someone who you're really love get sick but him or her so far apart and you can't help them like me although I send sms and ring him as much as I can but it can't help me feel better untill I'm there to look after him
my mind is not here but my body is here seems like crazy girl..I try to concentrate in my life but it so hard for me...so hard I walk and do many things with out my mind Have you ever feel like me? I'm so confused crying,sad and hope I can fly or close my eyes then I was there although I can't help him that much
all this stuffs remind me how much I love him he never let me down in other side he always pull me up and teach me to be a big and strong girl when I cry I always think about the way he talk to me it make me smile and strong more and more in your life you might have many guys come to your life but how many guy can make you smile? and How many guy always share and help you? Thought I found best one...who I wait for long time
~~ he is everything in my life,I love him ~~
Song Title : When you love someone Alabum Title : Ost Hope Floats Artis : Bryan Adams